Thursday, October 2, 2008

Autobiography of a Yogi


Yogiji says this sentence to his father :

"Revered Father, how can I tell my love for you! But even greater is my love for the Heavenly Father, who has given me the gift of a perfect father on earth. Let me go, that I someday return with a more divine understanding."


Loving words from Sri Yukeswarji :

"Ordinary love is selfish, darkly rooted in desires and satisfactions. Divine love is without condition, without boundary, without change. The flux of the human heart is gone forever at the transfixing touch of pure love." He added humbly, "If ever you find me falling from a state of God-realization, please promise to put my head on your lap and help to bring me back to the Cosmic Beloved we both worship."


Yogiji asking question to his GURU

"Guruji, I would like to hear some stories of your childhood."

"I will tell you a few-each one with a moral!" Sri Yukteswar's eyes twinkled with his warning.

"My mother once tried to frighten me with an appalling story of a ghost in a dark chamber. I went there immediately, and expressed my disappointment at having missed the ghost. Mother never told me another horror-tale. Moral: Look fear in the face and it will cease to trouble you.

"Another early memory is my wish for an ugly dog belonging to a neighbor. I kept my household in turmoil for weeks to get that dog. My ears were deaf to offers of pets with more prepossessing appearance. Moral: Attachment is blinding; it lends an imaginary halo of attractiveness to the object of desire.

"A third story concerns the plasticity of the youthful mind. I heard my mother remark occasionally: 'A man who accepts a job under anyone is a slave.' That impression became so indelibly fixed that even after my marriage I refused all positions. I met expenses by investing my family endowment in land. Moral: Good and positive suggestions should instruct the sensitive ears of children. Their early ideas long remain sharply etched."

Questions ?

Lot to know, but how ?

I been always asking myself thousands of question but was not able to answer one. I satisfied myself with the answer to those questions as GOD. I understood by reading many books and consulting indirectly with general people and spiritual scholars that all existence is shaped by GOD. What the spiritual scholars say only they can understand it, for me there is no option but to believe that the answer for all my questions is GOD.

I carry on the search for the GOD; there are many religions who explain the way to GOD. Hinduism describes GOD in their own way of Karma Yoga, Dhyana Yoga, Ghyana Yoga, Kriya Yoga, Bhakti Yoga and many more. From the little study of Islam, Christianity, Buddhism and Jainism I come to one common point is of SPIRITUAL MASTER i.e. Guru. Many religions pointed out that in order to find GOD one must have a spiritual master, who will guide the best suitable way for the disciple to achieve success.

I am still waiting for my spiritual master who will guide me further on my destiny.

How the birth and death cycle moves? How the same soul goes to different body and enjoys / face according to his / her past karma. How the karmic / action of past is counted? Is there any such things??

What is self realization? What are the ways to have self realization? I understand it up to my level of knowledge but still LOTS missing.

What is the cosmic radiation? When I will realize the cosmic energy with closed eyes?

What is Samadhi? How to attain it?

IS THESE ALL TRUE OR GLOOMY IDEAS??